I have a clear aim of what i want, i go straight forward at my own pace and i don't care about anything else that doesn't matter. Is my view too narrow? I see one thing and i go for it, whatever pops up at the side, if it doesn't concern me, i wouldn't even bother. But what if one day my aim changes? Then what will happen? For now, I'm only studying for the rewards that my mum promised. It's the only thing that keeps me going. If not for that i wonder if i even have the drive for studying math and sciences.
I let my emotions overwhelm me and i won't let anyone hurt me. I'm strong but stubborn as well. I have a clear view of what i want and I stick strongly to my principles. Once you cross my line, you irritate me to the extent that i can't stand it, that's it. You get out of my life. I'm as straightforward as that. I have a strong protection wall around me and i won't allow anyone to break it. If i were to ever get into a relationship, i will never let myself get hurt. I don't see the point in giving so much for the other person when he's not worth it at all. My temper wouldn't allow me to either. In comparison to others, my personality is pretty much towards the extreme and while others remain neutral, i will stick to one side. Is that a bad thing? I'm sure even farhana can't beat me to that. Put the both of us with someone irritating, I'll be the first to land a slap on that person's cheek. Even if i shouldn't do that or i'm too immature to act so recklessly, i don't bother. Because it's just me. I won't change. At least for now.