Last day of JC orientation.
It was alright at the start, until the mass dance (and huicong and tristen left the orientation to go slack; leaving me all alone in arkaye) and i was so lonely and deprived of someone to talk to and very very depressed and frustrated. Hence, i couldn't stand it anymore and went to look for Farhana. Tommy was somewhere around too. It was so much more enjoyable after that. When you are the only IP 1 in a group of about 10 people and the others are all JC students, you can totally see the difference in the mindset of the different age groups.  For the whole day, i was so deprived of someone to talk to. Hence, i wouldn't say today is very enjoyable. Anyway, today's the last day of JC orientation, that i just realized. (I thought we'd be having activities together on Friday) And now, truth is that i don't know what to think or rather, feel. Sad or happy? In a way i'm kinda freed from the overpower of JC students but no matter what, we've still spent the past few days together. Henceforth, i think i shall just remain neutral.
There's a dancing mass dance in suntec on friday and i heard it's optional. Quite a few in my class aren't going but the seniors encourage me to go. So should i go or not? I'll just have to hope that i get someone to go with me...