I'm losing my craziness. Or have i lost it? Oh no. That's bad.
I went back to AHS on friday after cross-country and hwee fen said that she doesn't see the craziness, the loose screw-ness in me anymore. I always come back from vjc with the serious look. I haven't really noticed that much change in me. But it seems like i'm no longer the same anymore. Maybe the environment factors affected me; maybe it's the people. But whatever it is, i don't enjoy that much craziness and fun in VJC. Is that a bad thing? I mean, my loose screw is supposedly fixed. But i don't want it to. Even a simple loose srew leads to a story in guides. I don't want to lose that important part of me.