All of a sudden, i'm tired. Perhaps it's mood swing or what i don't know. Anyway, i'm feeling sad now. I just broke my cup. And i broke the glass lamp earlier on, got scolded by dad. There was already a crack there and when i put it down, it just cracked. My dad just yelled at me. Blah blah. Yet when i broke my cup, my grandma came to me looking worried. Yeah. That's the difference. He always scolds me. It's kinda saddening. He never bothers if i injure myself, does he?
And it saddens me to see that my grandma had gained a lot of white hair after being hospitalized and came back from recuperating at my aunt's place. I finally realized how old she already is. How fragile and tired out an old woman can be. Life is fragile. Yes it is. I'm tired.