After two whole years of perseverance, in a change of environment, i've actually hardened my heart to give it up. It may be the timetable or the hectic life in VJC. But alas, i know it's not the case. Deep inside, of laziness, of fear, of pressure, i don't want to continue any further. Even so, it's not easy to put it down especially when i did mug for the french tests for those 2 years. I still remember how i rejoiced over the fact that i passed my sec 2 french, the feeling of pure exhileration. After i fill the form, all would be nothing but memories.
For the sake of my studies, this is a choice that i have to make. And as some say, get your life back. Since i know i won't be able to cope, just end it early. I've never regretted taking this beautiful language though. Au revoir.