All it takes for the friendship to continue is just a sms. Yet no one initiated it. We don't know what the other is thinking and never bothered to ask. Uncertainty. Perhaps i just don't want to fail again. But if you really didn't care about this friendship at all, then what you've said for the whole year was it just crap? It's no use running away. I'm still suffering. Promises made and broken. I'm just too hurt to initiate. My wound hasn't turned into a scar. And every thing that i didn't want to see but still saw, it just acts as salt rubbing in on it. I feel like crying. But what help does it make? The tears i have shed throughout didn't do anything to improve on the situation.
What are you thinking? Were you able to give it up as readily as you would have? Everything's screwed up. It hurts really. It still does. No one knows the truth about you because you never told anyone what you are really thinking. You give false information till i can't differentiate the truth from the lies. I'm tired of always initiating. A friedship doesn't work out if it's only a one way thing. If you really do care, you should see this post and if there's no reply from you, i'll take it that all hopes in reviving the friendship is lost.