Drama rehearsals today
Many absentees and i was kind of like a one man show.
Anyway, come to think of it, my role is so minor it makes not much difference.
It's boring when your role is minor and you can't express much with that role. I'm beginning to doubt my acting skills... The lecture theatre was so WARM. I was sweating in there. The air con wasn't working. Bleah.
Injured my leg in that few hours of rehearsal. Don't ask me how but i just did. And as a result, broke my skirt again as well. The thread in the middle all came out. I thought i sprained my leg coz it hurt like hell at first(more on the knee) and there was a sickening 'crack' sound ( the sound you hear when you crack your knuckles---is that how you describe it?) After a while, it was better but now, my right leg is pretty restricted in a way that i can't do all the actions that i want. I'll feel a sudden throb of pain when i do the 'restricted motions'. I wonder what will happen in orientation. Hope everything gets well soon. =)

Today's JC orientation is pretty fun. =)
Firstly, My group won the second prize for the imagineering project!!! Whootssss.
Then, for orientation, i started to OPEN up and mingle around with the JC people and they pretty much treated me like a same batch people. SOOOO, i don't feel that small anymore. Hahaha. Ok that was stupid. Er oh yeah, then, when we started our games, i knew most of the vjc cheers and the jc ones didn't mwahahaha. I feel superior in a sense. Ok that was random.
In all, they are pretty fun people today. =) =) =)
Dinner at Roxy square.
They serve pretty big portions of ban mian there and i'm still pretty full now. The talk was very long and i only got to get home at like 8 ++ PM.
Drama tomorrow. Dead tired.
The talk today made me feel really stressed and pressurized to work harder. AND MY THIRD LANGUAGE!!! alamak. I don't know what to do about it.
Worry about it tomorrow. OK so now, i'm off to ask seniors the bidding thing.

Saw cecilia ma'am, Venus ma'am and ting en in VJC today. OMG damn excited!!!

JC Orientation
The jc ones are even more blur than me. They don't look that serious and mature as i thought they ought to be. Anyway, I was like the only IP1 in my whole group and i think i was the only one cheering. The JC ones were pretty quiet. And perhaps partly because they didn't know the cheers. Anyway, they pretty much ignored we IP 1's existence. We weren't even in the name list of the orientation group. It was all JC ones oriented. I wonder why they even squeezed us into the orientation. Alamak. 4 more days on my own. Alright. It's ok. Just a few more days. Yeah. A Few more days. Way to go, wenjing!!!

My grandmother's fine. She was discharged from hospital today. Thank goodness. Now, she's at my aunt's house recuperating. Orientation tomorrow. Cecilia ma'am, i'm gonna see you soon!!! YAY.

My grandmother's hospitalized. Oh my gosh. This brings back sec 1 memories... When my maternal grandmother was in the hospital, struggling through her last few days. It was tough for everyone and those memories brought tears into my eyes. I cried just now. I hope everything turns out fine. My mum mentioned something about high blood pressure and heart problems before she left the house in a hurry with my grandpa and grand aunt to the hospital. She's talking to the doctor now. I'll call again later. Everything should be fine. She was alright the last time i saw her. Alright. Be positive.

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Alright. Today's a dead day and i really mean DEAD. Coz everyone was dead.
It's a boring day and everyone had nothing much to do, therefore, we all became dead.
It's time to start on my library books before it's due. So that's all for today. BYEEEEEEEE!!!

I'm so damn jealous of my brother's new laptop. Nevermind, two more years to a brand new one. Yeah TWO more years...

Imagineering project
Halfway done, going on pretty well.
But i'm dead beat. Return home late from school and there's always project work and homework to keep you busy. And now, i can't even load a bloody video into my computer and get done with my french homework. It's getting tiring. Really.
At least i'm getting productive these days.

Zoo on Thursday
The zoo trip was organized by the school to let us learn enterprise and innovation from the zoo. It's pretty meaningful and quite fun, since i get to visit my baboon (i'm calling them sexy butts. They've got hot pink buttocks!) and my horsee!!! (No white ones) I'd love to ride on it but we weren't allowed to coz the dear horsee was pulling a carriage and we had to pay or something. Anyway, it's cool. :) Even though i've put off the dream of being a horse trainer, i still love horsees. :D

Friday
I fixed my tie myself and it's finally looking normal and suave. Just that it's kinda short... But anyway, i still succeeded. :D

Chemistry test
I totally flunked the test. It was pretty confusing and you need to understand fully before you can answer but i totally forgot what i've studied and in the end when i thought i finished, i realized there's a section B and that half the people in the lecture theatre have left and i started to panick. So, it was pretty badly done and finally, i couldn't be bothered and just finished it asap so that i can leave the miserably-little-people-left theatre. I didn't quite study for it since i've forgotten all that i've read in the holidays and just read through the chapters without really absorbing it. I really need to start studying hard from now onwards. Anyway, this test isn't counted in the result slip so... forget that i've taken the test before. It's good to be positive and therefore, i'm eliminating that part of the memory. :)

Walking home with scholars
The scholars are a really nice bunch of people to talk to. :D I met them outside school and decided to walk home with them (since i can get back from victoria school where they live in the hostel) and we talked about the test. They said the chemistry test was easy *shocked face* (this means that i really didn't study well for it) and the language arts test was difficult. It was very much the opposite for me... So we just talked and we concluded that we should just forget about it since it's not counted. Which really made me feel better, considering that i came out of the lecture theatre with a feeling of dread. 2 more years. 2 more years and no more science. Thank Goodness. They said that my chinese is fluent and really good. (Does it mean that the other ip1 Singaporeans' aren't? hmmm...) I had a chit chat session during recess with the PRCs and it was pretty enjoyable, talking about their country and Scott's love life *cough, cough*

Tommy is funny and really friendly. ( The LT was really cold and i was wrapped in my jacket while Tommy was jacket-less and i asked him if he's cold. He said a bit but it's ok. After the writing test, he said '' I'm freezing'' And it was plain hilarious) Scott has a girlfriend. *erhem* Taoying got drunk before and uttered some rubbish. Life is getting interesting and stressful for me.

2 days of Invigorate (aka kind of sports day) ended and it's pretty cool, totally sun tanned and burnt on the first day. I played a bit of captain's ball and basketball though. Surprising huh? Don't worry. The ball didn't hit me. But neither did i touch it much. I'm never friends with balls. Cheered throughout the day with a terrible sore throat and i thought i was about to 失声soon. Mum came into campus; gave me a shock; sent me home; had medicine; fell asleep after watching the 9pm show end. K i shan't complain about the quality of the actor they asked to act as the boy.
Day 2
Voice still there, went for taboo in the morning. (In air-con room, mwahahaha) Taboo was pretty fun, though i didn't get to go upstage. We won most of the indoor games. The seniors won 3/4 of the bridge game and taboo was interesting. Coz there was a very funny senior. He's damn comical. Haha.
There was this guy trying to tell us to gather and he said something like this:

                                  "I can't get my butt off the floor coz gravity's a bitch"

Subsequently, in the taboo game, we started making loads of noise, or rather, he and another senior, so that the other team doesn't hear what the person is saying. It was really enjoyable and funny. :D

Floorball game:
Sihui's really good at it. And two other seniors whose name i have no idea. Phoebe was a hockey player and she helped save quite a lot of the balls too. But we still lost to this class with several experienced male players. And gosh. The guys are damn ferocious when they play.

We went from second last to win third!!! Yay!!! ............Out of 5 classes.
But it's alright. It's still very commentable. :)

Hence, sore throat, cough, runny nose and phleogm now. My sunburnt skin hurts when i shower in warm water. Wow. Sunburn. The last time i had it was like in P3 when i went to Phuket. So i guess my skin isn't tough enough to protect from sunburn...

French and chemistry time. Dead tired. I hope school ends earlier when lessons start. Yawns...

runny nose, sore throat, cough
3 days of shouting do have some effect on my health

I can't believe we took so long to settle something that's done in a few minutes. We'll forget the unhappiness and get back like we did before. :D Everything seems to fit into place now. The sky definitely looks brighter now. :D Oh gosh. We wasted so much time!!!
CNY coming. Want to come my house???

All it takes for the friendship to continue is just a sms. Yet no one initiated it. We don't know what the other is thinking and never bothered to ask. Uncertainty. Perhaps i just don't want to fail again. But if you really didn't care about this friendship at all, then what you've said for the whole year was it just crap? It's no use running away. I'm still suffering. Promises made and broken. I'm just too hurt to initiate. My wound hasn't turned into a scar. And every thing that i didn't want to see but still saw, it just acts as salt rubbing in on it. I feel like crying. But what help does it make? The tears i have shed throughout didn't do anything to improve on the situation.
What are you thinking? Were you able to give it up as readily as you would have? Everything's screwed up. It hurts really. It still does. No one knows the truth about you because you never told anyone what you are really thinking. You give false information till i can't differentiate the truth from the lies. I'm tired of always initiating. A friedship doesn't work out if it's only a one way thing. If you really do care, you should see this post and if there's no reply from you, i'll take it that all hopes in reviving the friendship is lost.

lessons are starting and the stress is coming
should i continue? the perseverance have brought me thus far but can i go any further?
i'm tired

there was this dsil profile thing and the report was very accurate. i went back to ahs today and was fooling around when the others fall in. A little weird at first but yeah i kinda got used to it. Saw quite a couple of people and well not much difference anyway, though i didn't get to see the guys in long pants :(
sore throat now... anyone kind enough to buy me strepsils?

Today's like my first day wearing vjc uniform and i already broke the thread in the middle with a pretty loud spliiting sound. It's like my guides uniform. I kinda tore both skirts' thread on the first day. Though for this i broke it in the learning hub. Haha i'm glad no one really noticed it.
Today's drama course in the learning hub was quite funny and the instructor was really good. He can act and he's comical. I think i really need to buck up on my acting skills.
I'm not sure if i'm going back tomorrow to AHS since i'm not sure what the timetable is. And mr tay has meeting... :( Which means i can't go look for him...
Mr Boy is pretty amusing actually and he mentioned that 900 people applied for ip and only 93 were accepted. WOW. I didn't expect that. The rest were the scholars.
Happy birthday, farhana!
k bye

This is the last day of ip orientation and i gave my best in shouting, hence the sore throat now :( Anyway, overall today was fun. Lots of cheering and lost my bottle (coz someone took it and NEVER returned). 10v13 didn't win any big prizes like best cheer or best class in the orientation but it's alright. We've got jamie who won the most enthusiastic girl award. *clap clap* And finally, we had games as a class at last and i can feel the 13 spirit yeah~~ Equally tired though, due to lack of sleep. I don't feel like going to third language tomorrow. Firstly, i didn't do my workbook homework. (oops) Secondly, the drama course thing in vjc seems to end pretty late. So...Forget it. I'm not going Haha. shhhh i'll just say that i've got something in school that settles it haha

Today was wet games. Dirty and disgusting. I didn't play the sitting down games coz the chairs were all wet and i struck jackpot because "大姨妈"came just before the games. But it was pretty fun in all since i played about 7 games(though the soy sauce stnks like hell when it dried). After the whole thing, at the debrief in the end, Bryan (head of this orientation) acted angry and serious, told us to close our eyes and ATTACKED us with water bomb. AND i was at the front. In the end i got hit like 10 bombs (?) and some really hurt as it hit the head and lower stomach area. It was like a swimming pool at the front row. REALLY WET. After that some peer support leaders were thrown into the fountain, Bryan being the first. Mwahahaha the taste of revenge is just so sweet. :D
After that we had some sort of dinner at parkway pastamania. Then, truth or dare at a no people area at the top. Matthew, if you ever see this, i just want to let you know that i would have chosen some other people if i had the whole class to choose from. Hence, do not be smug or get the wrong idea. Merci beaucoup. :D

i just realised that i had a bit of a sunburn and the thing is that because of my big goggles-like spectacles, my whole face were tanned except for two big round circles around my eyes. I bet cuiwen's gonna sing the scuba diver song again...
After that, i went home alone and it was kinda er depressing? as in like i thought of some stuff and it just concludes as:

those memories are left behind as scars in me

"Humans never cherish the things they have before they lose it ---- forever"

CCA showcase 2010

Exotic flavours available at ntuc

I went back to ahs for cca orientation today and it felt kinda weird, since i'm like the 'extra' one there and everyone knows what to do and has their own job. I met quite a few people there, anthea still as rough as ever, with me receiving a smack on the back as a 'welcome gift'.
After that, at about 8pm at night, when the skies are bloody dark, the whole ging gang of guides came down while i waited at the bus stop since like 7 plus. Even so, the combined patrols dinner was fun, talking to cui wen and her juniors mostly in kfc. After that Evan, cui wen li fang and me went to popular for evan and cui wen's files. Li fang and i talked about maha bodhi life, cursing several teachers. It was pretty light-hearted and funny. I'll never forget cui wen's school song. Chorus goes like: East spring, East spring ( in the high-pitched ghostly sound) and that she never managed to reach the pitch and mouth the words instead, with the prefects doing all sorts of signs to 'guide' their tune yet everyone still went out of tune. And cui wen got herself a new nickname. gila pisang or pisang gila. Crazy banana.
Overall, today was fun, it's as though we've went back to our old times. Meredith aren't you jealous?
And now, i'm stuck with my brother doing a booklet of hokkien translation for our cousin who's in Englang studying so that she can communicate with our grandma when she comes back. P.S. we've included a disclaimer: The contents may not be accurate due to unforseen circumstances. It was hilarious. And there's a talkingcock.com website while we were searching for hokkien translations online. Our vocab is also limited. And i manged to translate everyone into big house in hokkien. 大家 K i'm back to work on my hokkien translation.

insomia totally sucks
i ws about to sleep and when i finally dozed off into a 3/4 asleep situation, my grandma had to off the fan and awake me with the heat at 5 30am. And i fell asleep at 1plus. In the end, i didn't have a good sleep and woke up at 10 plus, with a terrible backache.
Insomia totally sucks. What am i going to do if it continues when school reopens? 

Third Language at 3pm every thursday. I need a class after 3 30pm. Haiz. More documents to fill. :(

I finished reading my book at around 1am today morning and started on my chemistry textbook till around 1 30am. However, when i go to bed after that, i couldn't fall asleep before 2am. Insomia is really getting on my nerves. I thought i'd be able to sleep immediately since that's the time i usually fall asleep after hours of lying down at my bed. But apparantly no. I was half asleep at 3am and somehow i managed to fall asleep, yet awaken by a phone call at around 10am. I could have slept till 2pm if not for some tuition i was supposed to have which in the end i cancelled. So now, i'm sleepy but i shall just finish 'the solitaire mystery' before i doze off.