Leaving

It was halloween yesterday. I saw a family wearing those fancy costumes visiting a house nearby. Yet, i never once celebrate halloween. Someday. Someday i'll get the chance to do so. :D
I've been thinking a lot recently. Whenever i look back, all i remember of ahs were unhappy memories. And now, i finally realise something. That i'm really leaving AHS already, that i may not even see some of my friends anymore, that my final goodbye to them seems so meaningless. I wrote cards, but who will cherish it? Even if they kept it, they would have a little bit memory of me. But for me, i would most probably forget about them since most of them didn't bother to make me a card or even a small message at all. Perhaps i just mean nothing to them, a passer by in their life. That's reality, huh?