It's disappointing, that someone was actually very happy that i'm leaving. One whole year spent together, doesn't it mean anything to you? We may not be good friends, but we can still be friends right? Or are you just so afraid that i would steal any position away from you? Am i such a threat to you? I've never really hankered after any position, since i've been planning to leave. Haix.
A few days before exams, Mr boy (from vjc) called me and offered me a place in the school. It was kind of last minute and i only had a day to think about it.
'I've been trying to reach you for the past few days. Please call me.'
'Hi wen jing. I do not know if this is the right time to tell you this. It may be good news to you. We do have a place in Vjc and you are next on the list. As we do not wish to waste this last place and that this place is highly sought after, please make a decision quick.'
The first thing i thought of were my cca friends, Evan, cui wen, li fang. Then, were some other problems that i may face there and i didn't know what to do. I called my mum and almost cried. Over the phone, i could hear my mom's colleague telling me to accept. Then, at night, my mum was already filling my grandparents in with the details of the new school. 30 minutes of consultation from my tutor, with him promising me that he'll tutor me and i'd be able to cope with the studies, plus one whole hour of talk with my cousin who was in hwa chong ip, i finally decided to accept. I know i'd be giving up a lot of things, but perhaps i just so desperately want to get out of this school that i'm willing to take the pain of leaving my good friends behind... I've decided on this path, there's no more turning back and i can't regret. I do hope this is the right choice.
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