new tooth

I finally got my new permanent tooth. It's more real like and it's more comfortable than the previous one. Spent 3 and a half hours for it.
I've got the victoria ip results. I didn't get in. It was kind of expected and surprisingly, i wasn't very disappointed... Maybe ip just doesn't suit me. At least i won't have to face the interview. Well, good luck, Carmen. Although i don't know what it'll become of me if both of you left... Life goes on. I guess i'll just have to face whatever position or not that i get next year alone.

Life isn't like a television show. It's more exciting, more realistic, more depressing, more frustrating. And life isn't fair. At all.
连续剧里出现的完美，美好，梦幻般的好结局，往往都不会在现实生活中出现。戏里只看到好的那一方面，残酷的事实，即使多小件，都不会在戏里出现。一些人，可以安然无恙地度过一整年，想要的都可以得到，可某一些人，则是再怎么努力，还是依然失败连连， 伤痕累累，跌了那么多次，自己爬了起来，那又怎么样？眼前还是那么多的挫折。累了又如何？不会有人会时时刻刻地鼓励你。不会有人听到你的求救声。更不会有人替你解围。一切都得靠自己。一个人的力量，又能有多大？自己的事情，再怎么逃避也没用。最终只有自己才能解决问题。好累啊！厌倦了这样的生活，可又如何？害怕，是懦弱的行为。可却是每个人都会经历的。痛，是什么？真正的痛，又有多少人经历过？跌倒后，身体上的外伤，算得了什么？因为自己一个人，而害得亲人都为了自己那么担心，操劳，操心，这不值得，真的不值得。默默地流泪，没有大声地哭泣，只是眼泪不自觉地不断落下，心里的痛，自责，谁能承担？人生，就是这么的不公平。