French ca2

Returned from my french lesson... i scored 43.5/90 for my ca2 paper... Failed AGAIN... Well, i had 17.5/20 for my oral... One at the top, one at the bottom. Maybe i still pass my overall. But french is getting more and more tedious, with more counjugasions to memorize. It's really tiring. But the passion for it is still burning. I just can't bring myself to give up. I guess if i don't improve on it i will just have to give up.
I took the circle line with Ainina today, went to Bradley to change to bus 28. And we waited 15 minutes for the bloody bus to arrive. Then we went to paya lebar and took the mrt home. At least we get to sit down for most of the journey home...
I reached home at 8pm plus and had dinner which took forever. And it was porridge again... Was nagged at to eat more and i was watching this channel 8 show while munching on my food. The show was real funny, about this group of foreign people living in singapore. I was laughing my head off when they made all sorts of hilarious mistakes when speaking in chinese. That's like the first Singapore variety show that i enjoy watching. In the end, i couldn't finish my porridge and i threw the remains away before my mum made her way to the dining table... Oops. Alright. That's it for today. Off to finish my french essay...

5th day

Yesterday night, i took 40 minutes to finish my dinner. It was porridge again... Yuck. Anyway, i've improved from an hour. More homework again. And i'm off to third lang later on at 2pm... Finished science workbook and corrections... Eng lit printing out to do... I'm about done with my elearning. Provided they don't post any new stuff online...

6月30日：
今天高华网上学习课暂停一天。明天再见！

yay! That was from enjoyedu...k so now, e lit and math... When i look at the graph questions i see lots of stars... Well, that piece of worksheet will have to wait till i have my tuition. I'll ask my tutor to help me do :D So now... I haven't memorize the maths formula... And i haven't started on much math practice questions...Oh... I've completely wasted my holidays... I really should get started on revision. I NEED AN A1 FOR ALL MY SUBJECTS! Alright. Here are some pictures of my wound. What made me spend an hour eating during meal times...It's not very clear but... well, it looks worse when you really examine it... And it is this that made me unable to talk properly or even smile for the past few days...

4th day since i broke my tooth...

I finally had a good night's sleep ever since i fell down and broke my tooth... The wounds didn't seem to bother me so much now. Although my inner lip is still swollen. Lunch was ok this time. At least i didn't stare at a bowl of porridge for one whole hour. I had noodles. Couldn't finish even half a bowl of it. I took a few bites, although i wasn't full but i just didn't feel like eating. Although i still spent an hour at the dining table...My shoulders are all sore from elearning. I have no idea what's gonna happen when there's cca. I have problems talking now and how the hell am i gonna shout?
Well, there's third language tomorrow... And there's going to be test on the first lesson of this term. Which means, i'm supposed to memorize all my conjugasions. Which i don't feel like doing. Haiz... No more Drag me to hell... Everyone's not free this week. I hate dnt. It was stupid. I submitted the quiz and i pressed the wrong button. In the end i can't change my answers and i'm stuck with 6/10. I hope it won't be counted...

Pe

It seems like my new PE teacher is going to be this guy who caught me dancing in the science lab and prohibited me to do so when he was a relief teacher for science...He's horrible. PE is gonna be a torture and 2 times a week! What the heck!?
Plus, now that i've got a fake tooth, if the ball hits my face or anything, that's it for me. GAME OVER! And 2 times a week... What the... My new tooth is fragile and expensive. I AM NOT GOING TO RISK IT!
2 weeks of temporary tooth. I bought a new shoe, which means GOODBYE to the old slippery one that made me fall twice. Porridge sucks. I take an hour to eat less than 20 spoonfuls of it. I feel full after 5 spoonfuls but i'm forced to finish the whole bowl of it. In the end i couldn't and i fled from the dining table. My mum was real pissed.
Toilety was quite nice. I asked him loads of questions about the fake tooth. He's got a fake one too. Just that his is the right front tooth while mine is the left. He fell down when climbing some fence or something. Anyway, thanks to him i've been provided with a lot more information about fake tooth. He's a bit of a weirdo, asking everyone for hugs. But well, anyone is better than Dustbin. At least he looks normal. Although he looked like an idiot in that photo he took of himself...

lunch

I spent an hour eating 1/3 bowl of porridge. This is hopeless. Horrible. It's so tiring to eat. Eating is so troublesome.

After that, Carmen showed me a picture of yeeling. She's gonna email Yeeling one of my unglam pics, so by doing this it's only fair. Yeeling looked like a female ghost haha.

Yeeling, you're making me laugh so much my lips hurt...Owww... Ahahahahaha...

Breakfast

I see lots of food on the table... Bread, fried rice, tart, jelly. But i can't eat anything. If i were to really chew something, after 2 minutes i would give up. It's just too tiring. Inner lip swollen. So, i can only bite very small pieces of food at a time since i only have limited space available in my mouth. Well, i can only depend on porridge then. Maybe i should buy milk... I seriously think i should think of a way to sleep longer. Then i can skip breakfast and not worry about food. I think it's no more burgers for me. Especially subway ones. the bread is so hard...

msn picture

ok i'm not supposed to smile because my lips hurt when i do so but this is hilarious...

so many pictures that carmen drew i like this the most Ahahahaha. Carmen, on the account of this i will forgive u for the dustbins that u added to the pics u drew me in with.... ahahahaha yeeling...

Another picture this is what carmen drew of herself...

Doesn't look very ugly. But still, better than nothing

porridge

Almost forgot that i can't use the front tooth... Bought porridge from outside and when i reached home, realised that my grandma had cooked porridge for me as well. Grandma kept saying: '' Eat my porridge, it's nicer than the one bought from outside...'' In the end i was forced to eat 2 bowls of porridge. Which i obviously couldn't finish eating. Now I'm damn full after finishing up the porridge that i bought from outside... The other bowl that my grandma cooked... Well it was just a bit too solid and i left it on the dinner table. Well, i guess I'll have that for tomorrow's lunch... I think I'll have porridge phobia soon.

second day of fake tooth

Went to guides carnival today. It was really crowded and i had to write down what i want to say in a notebook to convey my messages coz of my lips that started to bleed after i talked too much... Yesterday was horrible. I couldn't eat anything without feeling pain and even drinking was a torture. Now i can drink at ease although my lips still hurt now and then. The fake tooth feels weird in my mouth. It's like something that doesn't belong there. I can only bite with my right side of my mouth and it's a torture chewing food. Now, i can only eat porridge at ease. Mainly because i don't need to bite at all. All i have to do is swallow everything in...
What the F___ I have pe for 2 days per week in the new semester! Tuesday and Wednesday and the pe teacher changed. How am i gonna skip pe now?! Who the hell is kcy? I hate this... I'd rather have elearning forever. Well, maybe h1n1 can save me from this... There's still nafa... haiz... Alright. Chinese not done (no foolscap!) and geography... i have no idea how to start... that's all for now. I'm going back to finish my half-eaten porridge.

Obituaries

In loving memory of my top left front tooth

that passed away so peacefully on the same day

Michael Jackson died

Although it's not going to accompany me through

the rest of my life and share the flavours in the world

with me, i will always remember you,

my devoted tooth who served me so well for the past years,

appearing in every single one of my smiles

I shall dedicated this post to my tooth,

and please enjoy the last of its photos...

P.S. RIP

all i want for christmas is my one front tooth

All i want for christmas is my one front tooth...
I fell down AGAIN in guides. This time round i broke half of my front tooth. The nerves was exposed. So, the dentist killed all my nerves in that tooth and gave me a fake temporary one. 2 weeks later i will be fixing a permanent one. Such bad luck. I SWEAR I AM CHANGING SHOES! IT CAUSED ME TO FALL DOWN TWICE. ok Haiz. I spent the whole afternoon in the dentist. And it's damn expensive. Plus i hurt my lips. Inner and outer all bleeding. Can't eat much food now. No appetite plus i can't bite. Guess i will have porridge for the next few months. Ok so, i can't eat hard food. Currently not even bread or rice. After i just fell, i can't even drink properly. Well bloody school. Why must the floor be so hard? A fake tooth now and it's really uncomfortable. I WANT MY TOOTH BACK!
So carmen broke her tooth before too. But mine is more serious. That's one similarity. I can't eat hard food just like yeeling when she got her bola. That's the second one. And i'm dory no 1 while yeeling is dory no 2. We welcome carmen to be the third. But so far she's still proven herself that her memory isn't that bad. Oh well, the trio.
Somehow, i was expected to cry. Fell down twice recently and i never did. Everyone was shocked when i fell with all the blood gushing out of my mouth. Whereas i was desperately trying to tell them: '' Dentist... My tooth fell out!'' And in the end they were just so shocked they stared at me with open mouths and i had to get up and walk to the dentist myself before they even reacted. The school dentist was closed. Bloody hell... In the end i went to the washroom to clear my blood and miss tan brought me to the dentist nearest to the school. There was this really kind male teacher who offered to drive us there. He looked quite young. Although i don't know his name, but thanks anyway. And then, the dentist was closed. Everyone went for lunch break. So we went to the general clinic. And the doctor dressed my wound. After that more queueing up as we waited for the dentist. Miss Tan was really nice to accompany me throughout. It was like so many hours of waiting. A really big thank you to her. And she treated me to ice milo. Although i had difficulties drinking it... But thanks anyway:D
I'm going guides carnival tomorrow. Probably joining in in the afternoon. Fall in time is too early. I need some rest. Cecilia ma'am will be there! And i forgot to give her the keychain in farewell... That was really stupid of me. Well, Dory.

geography is stupid

I am getting pissed with geography. The instructions aren't clear and the deadline is Friday. SO ARE WE SUPPOSED TO FIND THE ANSWERS TO ALL THEIR QUESTIONS OR ARE WE SUPPOSED TO WRITE AN ARTICLE? They are 2 different things and the instructions state that we have to do both. So, WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT? OK. Apparently, I'm not heading anywhere for geography... Completed English literature yesterday. Did till 11 plus at night and i finally settled my poem. So, for yesterday, E.lit and dnt done. Dnt submitted no idea how to hand in e.lit.I've got cca tomorrow and on Saturday. Which means i have to complete most of my homework today. BUT WHAT AM I GOING TO DO ABOUT GEOGRAPHY?! And i have no more Chinese foolscap paper left. So what am i going to write my answers for 理解问答on? I doubt lin lao shi will accept those english foolscap paper. This is stupid. The bookshop is not even open. So what am i going to do? Elearning is horrible. It's leading us to nowhere. There's so much homework yet we learn nothing from it. Complete waste of time.
I swear toilety looks nicer than dustbin. And he seems able to take jokes. Not like someone... Carmen, Yeeling and i were on msn conversation with him and we wanted to make fun of him. Yeeling was happily munching her potato chips and was practically quiet for the whole conversation. Carmen and i said that he choked on his fork while eating dinner, that's why he took so long to finish his dinner and he doesn't seemed offended. Although he tried to tell us that he didn't choke on his fork, Carmen and i wouldn't listen to him. In the end he went for some school concert and left the conversation. We proceeded to target Carmen's cousin, some isaac guy and i keep telling him that i hate isaac newton and his stupid laws. He said he was playing FB and i took it as flying babies and started my nonsense on how evil he is, making babies fly everywhere. Even isaac newton doesn't do that because his theory of gravity supports the fact that babies don't go flying about but get attracted to the centre of the earth. Well, Carmen's cousin is stupid. I'd prefer talking to toilety. 16 degrees in Australia and it's so warm here in Singapore... 2 more months and i will get my mum's old phone... anything's better than my current one

elearning

Promised yeeling to watch Drag Me To Hell with her. And IT'S NOT NC16! There goes my hope...Went to Yeeling's house yesterday and we did a lot of elearning homework. For once i felt so accomplished. Maths, science, chinese, english, dnt all done by now. Geography is complicating... Still thinking of how to get started... For english literature, the poem is driving me crazy. It doesn't seem to rhyme at all. I reached home at 9 40++ yesterday, was questioned by my mum...
mum: wen jing, why did u come home so late?
me: I was doing elearning at friend's house. There was a lot of homework... I completed a lot of assignments today.... There was maths, science, english, geography, chinese....And it's all very difficult.
mum: Then you should have continued on some other day. You should have left before her parents came back from work.
me: But her mum had already cooked for us...
mum: Then you could have left after dinner...
Me: But her mum suggested we finish chinese before we left. So we did it.
mum: Then did you copy answers?
Me: No, it was all self study and it was very difficult to understand. And we even emailed the science teacher but she didn't reply so we had group discussion....

My mum was speechless. And i won the battle.

Elearning is tiring. 6 days since i last talked to Jie yao. The war continues. Because of H1n1, i'm actually reading the news. According to Today newspaper, there shall be no assembly in school to prevent any virus from spreading. Which means i wouldn't need to climb the stairs up to 5th floor so many times. YAY! And Dr Boon will have to shut her mouth. No more school reopen speeches that goes on for hours with Dr Boon-the-too-much-saliva-to-go-on-talking-for-ages.

Vietnam hat looks nicer than dustbin. If i ever see dustbin's photo again, i bet i will have nightmares.

heymath

Heymath is such a stupid test. Almost fell asleep half way through. I wasn't in the mood to do it and i realised i forgot about most of the formulas when i was in the midst of the test. Totally gave up when i had 10 min left. I kept saving it and continuing again, no idea what i was doing. In the end Yee ling saved me. If not i would have failed. Most probably anyway. In conclusion, heymath sucks. I hope the one who started heymath will choke eating a fishball and that's it of his/her life.

Final call

I AM DEVOTED TO BOBBIE BOBBIE AND ONLY BOBBIE. BOBBIE IS BOBBIE. No more dustbins or Thai girl or anything. I'm landing myself in hot soup. This is getting pointless. Waste of time. Never mind. When school starts i won't have time for any of these anyway. French, cca and revision. Need buck up for math and science. French is well, nothing much to do about it. I'm not good at it. Maths revision is boring but i don't have a choice, do i? And i haven't really started studying or revising during the holidays. It's time to get started. Few more days to crap and debate over some pointless stuff. Although it's not exactly fun, but that's the only past time for now, isn't it? Alright, last few days of freedom. There will be tests and exams coming up soon. Not like i want to think about it... And national day... More drills. It's gonna get tiring physically and mentally. I hope the new circle line helps. But it's only halfway done... Well, better than nothing. Guides carnival at bishan HQ soon. I shall try the new line out in a few days time. Oh and my french ca2... Mademoiselle Devi, you can have the papers. I'm not really interested in the marks anyway. The best birthday present you can give me is to tell me you lost the papers and everyone will be getting a pass for the test. I'll be really grateful. Vienna! That shall be my aim for now. What keeps me going forward. I can't wait to attend the carnival. All the mysterious masks and costumes. So cool!

Once again, to clarify myself

I dreamt that my watch spoilt... What a horror. I want a new phone!!! Even though there's a chance i may spoil it, but anything is better than my current one. I couldn't fall asleep last night, ended up sleeping at 12 plus when i went to bed at 11 plus. All thanks to Yeeling. The horror of the American dustbin. Worse than a nightmare. The pervert laughter. The gay seems much better. Eww. All these are freaking me out. Send shivers down my spine. Let's just forget all about it. Don't believe anything that Carmen or Yeeling posted on their blogs. It's all a scam. Trust me. I have nothing to do with American dustbins. Holiday is ending soon. Sad... I don't look forward to going back to school at all. And i still have Miss plastic surgery as science teacher. So much for teaching us all sciences... Can't remember is Miss kor or koh or kol aiya whatever. Sounds the same anyway. I'm not going to do any job related to math or science. I will faint. Maybe i will go explore the world and try being a clown or something. Sounds interesting. Places i want to visit: 1) London

2)Vienna

3)Paris

4)New York

5) Switzerland

Okay, that was random. But anyway, those are where i would love to go. There are so many things out there in the world for me to see, to explore. So why stick to the safe compounds of Singapore and be held captive in an imaginary prison that work and responsibility built up for us?

NO AMERICAN DUSTBIN!

Goodness sake! I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND! Especially not an American dustbin. I am devoted to Bobbie and my dear little cute Bobbers. Today, i went to Yee ling's house and started fooling around. Carmen logged in to her msn and started talking to her American friends online, some guy called dustbin. Anyway, we started to use the webcam and he got to see a photo of carmen, yee ling and i. Then he said i was cute... Ewww. He's such a hairy guy who doesn't shave and he already have a girlfriend. Then Carmen started to say that i can be his mistress and stuff and said i commented that he's cute. Which i obviously didn't. And i was chased all over the apartment coz they were trying to make me show myself in front of the webcam. And then, Carmen asked him whether he'll date with me or something and he said yes. (Thoroughly disgusted) Then, i went to hide in the toilet. In the end, he still saw me through the webcam. I didn't get a chance to clarify myself at all and Carmen started all about the i think he's cute stuff. (ready to puke) Finally, Yeeling and Carmen started saying all about him being my boyfriend. Definitely not true. And with their fabulous imagination, they started saying who's gonna be the flower girl and brides maid. Haiz. I will never accept him. Firstly, he's not handsome. Secondly, he's totally aimless in life, no self confidence at all. Thirdly, i feel nothing towards him. He's not attractive at all and he has no talents apparently. Totally disgusted. Americans are weird. Even the green furry stuff that comes out of the dustbin in Elmo's world looks much better than him. And don't ever compare him to Bobbie. Bobbie is Bobbie. He is handsome and he's got talents. He has got nothing in common with the American dustbin. That's all. Once again, I have nothing to do with the american dustbin. Bobbie, i will always love you.

falling down

Such a long time since i had a blue black... Yesterday there was guides activity, i fell down while running and my hips hit the edge of the step and my knees hit the lower step. It hurt terribly. And there's a stretch of blue black mark left on my hips, about 5 cm long. A bit of red at the part where the impact was greatest. My knees were red when i just fell and i realised there were blue black marks forming at the knees as well when i reached home. It had been horrible at night. Every time i shifted position in bed, the slight movement would cause pain at my hips and the knees. The previous time i had a blue black was like years ago, when i was still in lower primary. I rolled down the stairs in my house twice, from 3rd to 2nd floor then from 2nd to 1st. I remember that i felt very giddy. But there were only blue black marks, no blood. I was perfectly fine and i didn't even visit the clinic. But i fell asleep soon after so i didn't feel much pain. But this time it seems worse. It's still a bit red and when i touched the affected part slightly harder, it hurts.

first post on my cca (i think)

Finally back to my blog... Farewell just ended, after one whole week of preparations... Quite fun, too bad no one cried and my tissue was of no use. The messages i received were quite sweet, once i almost wanted to cry at the thought of the seniors leaving, but everyone were laughing and stuff. So i held back my tears. The theme was horror, Min li added quite a lot of fun to the night. Sorry i forgot is min li ma'am. Er it was supposed to be scary yet none of the sec 4s were frightened...They expected what was coming. I heard from cecilia ma'am the sec 3s switched off the grotto light in order to try scaring the sec 4s but the sec4s went in and switched on the lights instead. We(sec 1s and 2s) were asked to hide at the back of tower hall while we waited for the sec 4s to come, in the end the eerie silence and the darkness did not help in scaring them. They found us hiding and suan ching ma'am even came to us asking ''Eh, do u know if there's a dustbin ah?'' Such a miserable attempt to hide ourselves. In the end some of the sec 4s came to us from the back and gave Jia Wen a scare. After the whole performance and stuff in the tower hall, we headed to the parade square. It was pitch black. We had patrol interaction. I took my monster mask and went around trying to scare people. In the end, only one person got a scare and screamed--ru xin. The others just turned around and said 'hi'. That was such a failure...
I completely neglected holiday homework, so far only 1 Chinese book read, science project and heymath first test done. Totally forgot about all the homework. My room under renovation, definitely not in a good state to study. I've been borrowing books from library and spent my time away reading the books, with no idea of what's happening around me. My only connection with my friends and things to do is my phone. Hence, if i'm supposed to go back to school for lessons and no one sent me a message to remind me, i would most probably stay at home. 2 more weeks to school reopen.

holidays

Got the last book Breaking Dawn yesterday evening. Finished this afternoon. Bella seems to be better after being a vampire, finally getting over that idiot wolf. But it's still gross that he's gonna be their son-in-law. Yuck. I used Li Fang's yahoo account to comment how idi*t the book is in the yahoo's question and answer thing. HARRY POTTER IS STILL THE BEST. And how dare the critics say 'move over, harry potter' ? Seriously, how much had stephanie mayor spent on bribing them? Even if stephanie mayor writes a hundred more books, SHE WILL STILL NOT WIN JK ROWLING. End of conversation.
Holidays do not mean freedom in Singapore. All the homework is building up stress in me and reading all those books(reading those books are a part of holiday homework,argh...) are not making things look any better. The time spent to read a boring thick book is torturous. And there will always be other activities that requires you to go back to school. As if i hadn't grown sick of the school.