In annabelle's house doing chem proj now and i just realized that Vivek has a blogspot apart from tumblr. No wonder i was thinking why his tumblr hasnt got anything other than anime yet zexuan was looking at proper posts.
I think i'm falling sick AGAIN.
And well, birthday's on this wednesday. I've learnt to not look forward to anything. Since last year was quite a disappointment. Especially from my sec school friends.
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Monday, November 1, 2010
I realized people still come back to my blogger to check the links that i have. But just in case blogger decides to shut down my account, i'm posting this for fun. YIPEEE.
Kinda sick of a lot of things. I keep forgetting and i guess it's good in a way. Or rather, a natural reflex of mine. I forget all my worries. Everything changes. And only change is constant. I guess we'd just have to embrace change then.
Friendship seems so fragile.
Kinda sick of a lot of things. I keep forgetting and i guess it's good in a way. Or rather, a natural reflex of mine. I forget all my worries. Everything changes. And only change is constant. I guess we'd just have to embrace change then.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
the day we played hide and trees
Today was funny.
Firstly, while Jesslyn and i were walking back to class, we saw a couple of 09v11 seniors outside the classroom and one of them was lying on the floor. I was like asking Jess if they were having some taupok session. We needed to pass through them and the guy stood up, went to the side of the corridor and faced us, forming this human aisle at the sides of the corridor while we walked through and the guy went 'Konichiwa' in that humorous sissy voice while he gave us a deep bow. It was just damn funny since we were casting him the what-the-hell-are-you-doing-on-the-floor look and he immediately stood up to act like some japanese geisha. It was hilarious. Jess and i walked past and i laughed all the way back to class. IP seniors are just plain funny.
Then, we went East Coast Park to walk walk. Jesslyn, tristen and i were walking ahead and while we half sang half walked to east coast, Vivek, Matt and Zexuan, the most childish sec 3s you'll ever see in your entire life, started to hide behind some trees or something which was retarded coz the uniform is white and it doesn't camouflage. They were spotted very easily and they thought they were well hidden. Then, we faked that we didn't know they were hiding and started to run up the overhead bridge while they followed at the back. But too bad, the black sheep, zexuan exposed them thoroughly as we saw him tagging along at the back, trying to remain unnoticed but was spotted immediately. After that when we reached the park, they went on to hid behind coconut trees. And the trunks were so thin, we could see the white uniform protruding out at the sides of the trunk. They were caught many times running from trees to trees and yet they just continued to 'hide'.
In the end, while they continued their hide and seek game, tris jess and i just walked like normal for awhile, then started to run when they didn't notice and we managed to hide from them. (With my umbrella dropping twice on the run to hiding) We saw Matt and Zexuan walking pass, oblivious to us hiding behind some shops, then after a few minutes, Vivek came running towards them. When they were out of side, we ran off to the direction they came from and we managed to hide somewhere. But behind kind-hearted people as we are, we decided to make lives easy for them and we went back to look for them.
The sea was nice and cooling. The breeze made it very relaxing. It was quite peaceful. In the end tristen and i walked back home with our 1 dollar bubble tea bought on the way.
Firstly, while Jesslyn and i were walking back to class, we saw a couple of 09v11 seniors outside the classroom and one of them was lying on the floor. I was like asking Jess if they were having some taupok session. We needed to pass through them and the guy stood up, went to the side of the corridor and faced us, forming this human aisle at the sides of the corridor while we walked through and the guy went 'Konichiwa' in that humorous sissy voice while he gave us a deep bow. It was just damn funny since we were casting him the what-the-hell-are-you-doing-on-the-floor look and he immediately stood up to act like some japanese geisha. It was hilarious. Jess and i walked past and i laughed all the way back to class. IP seniors are just plain funny.
Then, we went East Coast Park to walk walk. Jesslyn, tristen and i were walking ahead and while we half sang half walked to east coast, Vivek, Matt and Zexuan, the most childish sec 3s you'll ever see in your entire life, started to hide behind some trees or something which was retarded coz the uniform is white and it doesn't camouflage. They were spotted very easily and they thought they were well hidden. Then, we faked that we didn't know they were hiding and started to run up the overhead bridge while they followed at the back. But too bad, the black sheep, zexuan exposed them thoroughly as we saw him tagging along at the back, trying to remain unnoticed but was spotted immediately. After that when we reached the park, they went on to hid behind coconut trees. And the trunks were so thin, we could see the white uniform protruding out at the sides of the trunk. They were caught many times running from trees to trees and yet they just continued to 'hide'.
In the end, while they continued their hide and seek game, tris jess and i just walked like normal for awhile, then started to run when they didn't notice and we managed to hide from them. (With my umbrella dropping twice on the run to hiding) We saw Matt and Zexuan walking pass, oblivious to us hiding behind some shops, then after a few minutes, Vivek came running towards them. When they were out of side, we ran off to the direction they came from and we managed to hide somewhere. But behind kind-hearted people as we are, we decided to make lives easy for them and we went back to look for them.
The sea was nice and cooling. The breeze made it very relaxing. It was quite peaceful. In the end tristen and i walked back home with our 1 dollar bubble tea bought on the way.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Most things are settled. Situation now is much better. 2 months to EOY. Have to start studying. I'm sick of this kind of life worrying about whether or not you pass your subjects.
Today was a failed prank. I actually laughed and felt really excited when i thought i succeeded. Almost. Forget it.
I need to save money. Seriously. No money. And my pocket's gonna have a large hole on Saturday. I need to save up. Yes. Okay. Next week is sandwich week.
I'm tired. And i'm going to sleep. Goodnight.
Today was a failed prank. I actually laughed and felt really excited when i thought i succeeded. Almost. Forget it.
I need to save money. Seriously. No money. And my pocket's gonna have a large hole on Saturday. I need to save up. Yes. Okay. Next week is sandwich week.
I'm tired. And i'm going to sleep. Goodnight.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Can all these shit end quickly? I've never wanted it to be like that. Personally, i didn't think telling miss chua would settle anything. It just makes things worse.
I've told you everything i know. Whatever the others are reluctant to say, that's their problem. I've been honest with you. Can we let all these end? I'm tired and exhausted. Don't force me anymore.
I've told you everything i know. Whatever the others are reluctant to say, that's their problem. I've been honest with you. Can we let all these end? I'm tired and exhausted. Don't force me anymore.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Oh my goodness WHOA I almost got scolded by some art club teacher. Previously i signed up for some competition thing and they never informed me anything about it for so many months i thought i wasn't in since i didn't have a group and when i was about to leave school earlier on some chinese teacher called me and told me to go see her. WALAU DAMN SCARY LEH. She sounded so angry and pissed. And when i finally found her she told me to carry some shit to the art room. Whoa. I shouldn't even have joined art club.
Anyway, i think our school swing ain't going to last for long all thanks to the guys. Yeah have 4 people sitting on one swing and you still want to swing high high. The whole thing was trembling under the weight. Oh AND I SPENT 4 DAYS TO WRITE MY ENDER'S GAME STORY, 5000 PLUS WORDS THAT GAVE ME HEADACHE EVERYDAY AND NOW HALF OF IT HAS TO BE CUT. Wow. So fortunate. That was pure sarcasm. Even though the ending was mushy, i had fun writing it. So, i guess it's alright then. ;D I hope my efforts won't go down the drain. :S This makes me think of being an author in future. That opens another career path for me. ;D
I feel so fickle-minded i'm not sure if i'll even take art in jc. But then again, what else can i take?
Nevermind that's next time's problem. Chinese test tomorrow. Don't feel like studying for it. Haix. I shall go shower and read through a bit.
Anyway, i think our school swing ain't going to last for long all thanks to the guys. Yeah have 4 people sitting on one swing and you still want to swing high high. The whole thing was trembling under the weight. Oh AND I SPENT 4 DAYS TO WRITE MY ENDER'S GAME STORY, 5000 PLUS WORDS THAT GAVE ME HEADACHE EVERYDAY AND NOW HALF OF IT HAS TO BE CUT. Wow. So fortunate. That was pure sarcasm. Even though the ending was mushy, i had fun writing it. So, i guess it's alright then. ;D I hope my efforts won't go down the drain. :S This makes me think of being an author in future. That opens another career path for me. ;D
I feel so fickle-minded i'm not sure if i'll even take art in jc. But then again, what else can i take?
Nevermind that's next time's problem. Chinese test tomorrow. Don't feel like studying for it. Haix. I shall go shower and read through a bit.
Friday, July 9, 2010
Today's assembly was funny.
We were shouting for full day as usual and while the whole school sits in the hall, this guy from drama stands up all of the sudden amidst the whole student body and takes out a horn (the world cup horn) and starts to blow it. It was damn funny and unexpected. I think he stood there for like quite a few minutes. Everyone was staring at him. It was hilarious.
Just a side note, my laptop sucks.
We were shouting for full day as usual and while the whole school sits in the hall, this guy from drama stands up all of the sudden amidst the whole student body and takes out a horn (the world cup horn) and starts to blow it. It was damn funny and unexpected. I think he stood there for like quite a few minutes. Everyone was staring at him. It was hilarious.
Just a side note, my laptop sucks.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
I want to go overseas to study. I want the chance to study in a top university. Oxford, Cambridge. That's the dream of practically every student who shares the passion for learning and want to use the skills learnt to influence people in future. Even though my passion lies in fashion design, i have to be practical. I know that i need money to pursue that dream. And the only way is to work and save up for it. I'd probably half work half learn fashion design overseas. But if i were to study in the top universities in England, i need money. Even if i get a scholarship, i don't want to depend much on my parents. I want to save up so that at the very least, i am capable of feeding myself overseas. If i need 10 bucks per day to settle my meals, i'd need money. So i might as well save up from now. But no matter how much i save or write compositions to newspapers, i can never save enough. I need a job. And i need to save up. Be stingy or selfish, whatever people say, i'm not gonna bother. I'm saving up for a reason. And i'm sticking to my principles.
Friday, July 2, 2010
Okay. Today was funny. We had totally no mood to study and apparently math and chinese were the only lessons. Chinese was hilarious.
Our chinese teacher didn't come and we had to go to 14 to join in the lessons and we pretty much wasted like half an hour on settling down and another 20 minutes on making a special spot in class for this special person.
It was chinese lesson and there were some people without mother tongue, and this V14 guy, (indian?) he was hiding in class talking to his friends and got spotted by teacher in the end. It was hilarious. He didn't even know what the teacher was saying since it's all in chinese. In the end he ended up at the back of the class all alone. Haha. Damn epic.
Our chinese teacher didn't come and we had to go to 14 to join in the lessons and we pretty much wasted like half an hour on settling down and another 20 minutes on making a special spot in class for this special person.
It was chinese lesson and there were some people without mother tongue, and this V14 guy, (indian?) he was hiding in class talking to his friends and got spotted by teacher in the end. It was hilarious. He didn't even know what the teacher was saying since it's all in chinese. In the end he ended up at the back of the class all alone. Haha. Damn epic.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
YAY. Review tests are OVER.
Math and physics were shit. I'm gonna fail it. BUT, whatever. I'll face it on tuesday. NOW IS PARTY TIME!!!
Today was quite funny, we went parkway and got the scoopz that zexuan owed us. On our way there while walking out of school, it was quite gloomy and was about to rain but we took our time walking. In the end, it started raining while we were halfway to the bus stop. It was hilarious. I shouted 'RUN!!!' and Farhana, jesslyn and i started to run to the bus stop like mad dogs. We never once looked back and while we panted and ran, we were all laughing on the way coz we looked pretty retarded when other students are all walking and i kept shouting 'run' along the way. It was quite fun though. The running kinda made me forget about the sickening tests that i took earlier. Then, when we got to the bus stop, we were gloating over the fact that the guys who were taking their time slowly must be utterly wet. HOWEVER, they came sheltered under tristen's big umbrella. -__-
Okay. VIDEO TIME NOW!!!
Math and physics were shit. I'm gonna fail it. BUT, whatever. I'll face it on tuesday. NOW IS PARTY TIME!!!
Today was quite funny, we went parkway and got the scoopz that zexuan owed us. On our way there while walking out of school, it was quite gloomy and was about to rain but we took our time walking. In the end, it started raining while we were halfway to the bus stop. It was hilarious. I shouted 'RUN!!!' and Farhana, jesslyn and i started to run to the bus stop like mad dogs. We never once looked back and while we panted and ran, we were all laughing on the way coz we looked pretty retarded when other students are all walking and i kept shouting 'run' along the way. It was quite fun though. The running kinda made me forget about the sickening tests that i took earlier. Then, when we got to the bus stop, we were gloating over the fact that the guys who were taking their time slowly must be utterly wet. HOWEVER, they came sheltered under tristen's big umbrella. -__-
Okay. VIDEO TIME NOW!!!
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Sometimes, i just don't know what i'm thinking or doing. At times like these, i'll always choose to do what i'm most comfortable with, to hide. I don't know what to do.
In this world, it's always about winning. You have the capabilities you be the head. I want to spend my holidays watching dramas, movies, going out to a cafe or something to have a drink, to write compositions, to start learning how to make clothes. I like to work towards my future. I don't like to do things i'm not confident of. Once i set upon this path that i want to walk along, i'll work towards it and make sure i'm prepared. But now, it's like i'm wasting time in school studying for all the exams and getting the pressure of getting As for everything, to not get kicked out, get above average results. So what if i study all these? All the pressure i'm under to get good grades, more than half the subjects i'm gonna drop in jc. So what's the point of my life? I know i need to study, i know the knowledge is necessary. I can't imagine life without studying and lessons either, without school with friends. But why can't things go in the pace that i want? Why is everyone forcing me to do things that i don't want to. Why is there so much stress put upon me? Keep your options open. Yeah. Keep it open. Not like i'll ever go into math or science. I know why Albert Einstein didn't do well in school. It's not that he's stupid or anything. It's just that he feels that all the knowledge given to him were debatable and he didn't want to learn things he didn't believe in. Yes. He was a great man, he went on to pursue his dreams, to do something for the world, he made a difference to science. But is that what i want? No. I don't want all these. I'm not going to follow his path. Convince me and i'll accept. Since you can't, you force everything into me and expect me to just accept all in one click. I can't do that. I hate this.
In this world, it's always about winning. You have the capabilities you be the head. I want to spend my holidays watching dramas, movies, going out to a cafe or something to have a drink, to write compositions, to start learning how to make clothes. I like to work towards my future. I don't like to do things i'm not confident of. Once i set upon this path that i want to walk along, i'll work towards it and make sure i'm prepared. But now, it's like i'm wasting time in school studying for all the exams and getting the pressure of getting As for everything, to not get kicked out, get above average results. So what if i study all these? All the pressure i'm under to get good grades, more than half the subjects i'm gonna drop in jc. So what's the point of my life? I know i need to study, i know the knowledge is necessary. I can't imagine life without studying and lessons either, without school with friends. But why can't things go in the pace that i want? Why is everyone forcing me to do things that i don't want to. Why is there so much stress put upon me? Keep your options open. Yeah. Keep it open. Not like i'll ever go into math or science. I know why Albert Einstein didn't do well in school. It's not that he's stupid or anything. It's just that he feels that all the knowledge given to him were debatable and he didn't want to learn things he didn't believe in. Yes. He was a great man, he went on to pursue his dreams, to do something for the world, he made a difference to science. But is that what i want? No. I don't want all these. I'm not going to follow his path. Convince me and i'll accept. Since you can't, you force everything into me and expect me to just accept all in one click. I can't do that. I hate this.
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